 | Kumusta! | Feb 18, 2008 |
..life in general for a not so general type of person. I am a robot. A living machine destined to do work till the day end in my routine life.
Life is not going smoothly for me. My personal life is at its roughest. I need change, badly.
The event that change my life was triggered by the decision of attending my first Cashflow game. The energy in the venue can be felt. Its warm, inviting and loud. Just what I need.
I have no idea to what a Cashflow 101 game is. What I know is this is for business minded people. People who are into investing, taking risk and handling huge amount of money.
As we play the game, I let myself to get fully engage. It was so much fun and so much learning. I am a BS Computer Science graduate and I have so little knowledge about business and investing. All I know is I want change, now.
The game continues and I was able to get out of the rat race. The first one among the player that is. And it felt good. Getting out the paycheck world and to the universe of the rich people, the Fast Track. It was almost time before the launch is served when I have the chance of doing the last roll of the dice. A decision I have to make. To take the risk of rolling the dice for a chance of attaining my financial freedom. I took the risk and I was declared winner at the end of the game.
This is the starting point of the change I am looking for in my life. I need the environment that can create change. I need to surround myself with people that embraces change to their advantage. Create Abundance 2020 is the change I am looking for.  Distance, travel expense, stress, natural calamities ( Ondoy and Pepeng) are just some road blocks that I tried to endure to attain change in me. I took the challenge to be unstoppable and unreasonable. Indeed, the road to change is never easy. And I am willing to pay the price to make the 360 in my life.
I want to be a Core Team member. This is the challenge I took to myself after discovering the community of abundance I want to be part with. I arrange my schedule at work as well as took some leaves.
I finish the three modules required to ready my mindset. Indeed, mindset plays a big role in the money game. And it comes from the choice to win it.
Action. The fourth module. This is the module that made my mind open the doors I never knew exist in me. The doors of fear I never knew I had, network and opportunities.
After the time the task for module 4 was discussed, I know in myself that I am in the verge of being among the 9 over 10 people who quits the final task. Loser as it may sound but I really felt like a failure at that moment. I may look normal outside but a shock man reigns inside me. I am like a zombie going home.
I am not the type of person that let a give up attitude be squashed in my face. And here where the power of network kicks in. The network of people that appended the almost fading dream of change I have long looked for to become a reality. Because of my strong network, which I never knew I have all this time I was given a chance to live the life I want. A free man.
Opportunities behind opportunities. This is so true inside the community. The modules required to be taken really are a prerequisite because they will prepare the person to see opportunities that a preconditioned mind will not even glimpse.
Personal development is inevitable once been part of the Core Team. I can personally attest to that. My relationship with my family massively changed. The way I deal with people substantially showed my confidence. An immense turn around of vantage point on life took place the day I got out my comfort zone.
Money follows growth so they say. With the community I have now my part time business. And as I continue to know more about the business, I know my employment days are numbered. It will not be an easy transition but with my coaches around to guide and advise, I know I can make it. I have some of the best mentors the business world have.
Create Abundance 2020 really did create abundance in me. More than the business that it gave me, it is the personality that it chiseled and continuously polished in me that makes me commit to this relationship.
PS. What do you know, I am not a robot after all, but a free man in the making. | Start: | Nov 16, '09 2:00p | | End: | Nov 21, '09 | | Location: | SM Clark |
I cordially invite you to attend one of our public events this November entitled: Wealth Course: “Discovering and Reprogramming your Personal Wealth Operating System and Money Blueprints” FREE REGISTRATION Module 1. Awareness - Uncovering Money Operating Systems ™ Module 2. Understanding - Source of Limiting Wealth Beliefs and Empowering Wealth Beliefs Module 3. Reconditioning - Reprogramming Money Operating Systems ™ If you have any questions, feel free to contact Joel "Wel" Gonzales @ 0922.829.5635 | 0915.332.1108 Email: gonzaleswel@gmail.com website: www.ca2020.net Its been more than a month now since I found the gold that I have long looked for in my life. My ticket that liberated me on my false beliefs and mendacious preconditioned teaching towards wealth.
I found gold in a board game. The CASHFLOW® 101 Board Game created by Robert Kiyosaki. Playing this game gave one of the biggest turning point in my life.
 I am a BS Computer Science graduate and I do not know much about finance, business and investing. I have read some books and blogs before but I never really was able to digest much due to the technicality of the subject and the way it was presented.
The CASHFLOW® 101 Board Game eradicated all the walls and road blocks that hinders me in knowing the basics of investing and business. It gave me the avenue to experiment my investing and negotiation skills without loosing my real money. I played full-out . . .
**To continue reading my inspiring journey for financial freedom, follow the link below:
http://www.ca2020.net/group/ca2020pampanga/forum/topics/i-found-gold-in-a-board-game
Empowering you for your Financial Freedom,
Joel Gonzales, Core Team 0915.332.1108 | gonzaleswel@gmail.com Create Abundance 2020 Business Community
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"We have learned."
Have I pretended my life all this times?
I do admit that I have committed countless mistakes in the past but tried to confront them to correct the wrong doings I have made.
I am selfish at times. Most of the times. Due to reasons I myself cannot enumerate.
You got tired. I got tired. We are now talking in silence.
This is not the end I have hope for. I died but never got to heaven for I still grip to the smallest joust of hope that a miracle could still happen.
And I guess my grip is not tight enough to cling on to that minute of believing, that faith of light so I got to face now my end destination of this zigzag scribling line.
I know we are at rest now. May not be the comfort we have read on fairytales but what is important is the sharing of life. No bitterness. No enmity. No regrets. We have learned.  | Bench | Aug 31, '09 3:09 AM
for everyone |
Going back the basic. Refreshin' one's memories of those worth retaining. Breathe. Think. Appreciate. Take me home.
Who am I to become is through the way I know. The only way I know.
That if doubts preempts oneself to join and be part of me, then let go of the memories that were once shared so the soul of us will be set free.
If the path choosen is of forgiveness, destroy the wall of repugnance that infuriates and blinds one's healing heart.
For to live in a stone of heart, is to live in an eternal misery. | RIP | Aug 27, '09 11:44 AM
for everyone |
Today marks the day of my death.
I am not the most ideal person to be with. I seldom speak out what I think and feel. I tried in some occasion and but results never favored me. Quitter you may say. Giving way is what I believe it to be.
Is it right to grief at my own death? Acceptance at my worst will be the salvation on the situation I've had.
A few times I removed myself at the comfort zone only to be murdered in the end. The taste of being a martyr is no doubt a bitter-sweet serenity.
I never got afraid of facing this tragedy but of one concern I'll forever bring heavy in grave. The inocent collateral damage I tried to save. Time will say the truth and wishing will set us free.
Now I am resting in darkness and will continue the cycle of life.. | First | May 12, '09 9:31 AM
for everyone |
|  | Getaway island hopping at Pundaquit, San Antonio Zambales. Got to go to Anawangin and Capones Islands. |
| | April 19, 2009 at Dolores Parish Church. Reception at Jun-jun's.
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forms of faith and devotion
Download this and other original video files with Multiply Premium. | | Each individual have its own way of expressing faith. Some do the whipping on their backs. Some nails in cross. Some do fast. How 'bout you?
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 "a state of confusion once in a while is healthy after all..."
Decision making is one aspect of life that defines who we are to be in this world. I believe there is no such thing as a wrong decision for as long as you stand for the option you have chosen.
There will be times when confusion overtakes all of you that even a healthy you will feel sick, helpless and pathetic. Headaches thinking of nothing. Starvation for internal peace.
What road will you take? Personal fulfilment to become a complete person finding the never ending uncontentment or a person in a fulfilled stand of responsibility?
I think the best way to to decide is to seclude first one self from all the noises that blocks the inner self from hearing what really is essential and must. Loads of prayers and faith will be your gear to surpass this road of uncertainty.
Admit that I am weak and the mistakes that were committed for easy destruction of the wall of pride that hinders you from doing the first step.
Say what you want. Shout in an open space environment helps.
We are to live once. Let's make it worthwhile..  | Category: | Movies | | Genre: | Drama |
Drover: "Just because it is, doesn't mean it should be. "
Love watching movies with old themes like war were they give information about a different aspect of life at those times, like selling cattle for war purposes.
Mr. Boss gave a new meaning to what it is to be a drover....  | Category: | Movies | | Genre: | Drama |
Ben Thomas: "The first time I ever saw a box jellyfish, I was twelve. Our father took us to the Monterey Bay Aquarium. I never forgot what he said... That it was the most deadly creature on earth. To me it was just the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen."
I just associate this movie as full of compassion. A true meaning of being human. To let oneself live as part of others...how noble can that be?  | Category: | Movies | | Genre: | Drama |
Jamal Malik: "When somebody asks me a question, I tell them the answer. "
Exceeded my expectation. Cute kids! The movie wraps all touches of movie genres. A must see movie I must say..
| Kiko | Mar 6, '09 2:42 AM
for everyone |
Just got this text from a friend informing that Francis M is dead. I was able to confirm this when I changed the channel over Wowowie were they were making a one minute prayer and silence for the Master Rapper.
Geez. Life really is unpredictable. Who knows when will we die. A lesson learned today... Death is inevitable. Rich or poor. Famous or condemn. Healthy or thin. We'll all end up as dust.
...a minute of silence as well for the family and the late Master Rapper.   | Category: | Movies | | Genre: | Romantic Comedy |
I am not a fan of Sarah. I am a John Lloyd fan hahaha. Kidding aside. I love both the movie, A very special love and this sequel You changed my life. I happen to watch the first at home and never got contented and brought my mom and sis to the mall to watch the latter.
Why am I giving a 5 stars? The movie delivered my expectation. Its light. Its refreshing. Its entertaining. A good movie to watch on my off.  | myGuestbook | |
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